From: <Bklynbaby727@AOL.COM> To: <CREED-DISCUSS@WINDUPLIST.COM> Date: Tue 16 Oct 2001 01:20:05 EDT |
I'm not bragging, but I'm a very intelligent person. I've known
since I was about 6 that these things were bad, and could ruin a person's
life. And every time I got that first drink in hand, or sparked the first
joint of the day, or whatever my current passion was, I'd tell myself what I
was about to do was bad, stupid, wrong, etc. But it NEVER stopped me,
because I could always rationalize, or delude myself into thinking "TOMORROW
I won't do this". That's what makes it such a deadly disease; it completely
warps your thinking, no matter if you're the village idiot or Albert
Einstein.